narath

narath @ 2005-06-19T09:28:00

2005-06-19T13:28:53Z

so i get payed tmrw on my first pay check, all i have to ask is whose ready to get low. as a matter of fact im at work now

wtf flying rat

2005-06-05T09:04:35Z

ok that was just fucking crazy, sitting here minding my own business when what to my eyes a fucking bat flying around in my freaking basement how does this kind of shit happen that was just wierd where the fuck does a bat come from in my house, howd a bat get in my house, I HATE BATS!

narath @ 2005-05-17T12:48:00

2005-05-17T16:48:54Z

kanish me brazilian!

narath @ 2005-05-17T12:46:00

2005-05-17T16:47:54Z

I'M AT SHAUNS, WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

i bet YOU didn't know that.. and YOU!

can you guess who i is?

...LIAR!

narath @ 2005-04-21T18:31:00

2005-04-21T22:32:46Z

New icon, believe it fits me rather well dont you.

4:20

2005-04-20T14:32:17Z

Happy 4:20 everybody, hope ya'll stay happy today. Well thats my little blurb bbyes.

narath @ 2005-03-05T14:29:00

2005-03-05T19:30:34Z

"Sitting, Waiting, Wishing"

Now I was sitting waiting wishing
That you believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs
But Lord knows that this world is cruel
And I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
And in loving somebody don't make them love you

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing the fool?

I sing ya songs I dance a dance
I gave ya friends all a chance
Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you
And maybe you been through this before
But its my first time
So please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you

I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool
I keep playing your cards
But its not my scene
Wont this plot not twist?
I have no place to read?
Keep building me up, then shooting me down
Well im already down
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting

Well if I was in your position
Id put down all my ammunition
I'd wondered why'd it taken me so long
But Lord knows that I'm not you
And If I was I wouldn't be so cruel
Cause waiting on love ain't so easy to do

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing the fool?
No I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool, foool

narath @ 2005-03-05T00:57:00

2005-03-05T05:59:09Z

"Cold"

Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

[Chorus x2:]
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold

And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high

[Chorus x2]

I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

[Chorus x2

narath @ 2005-02-05T14:43:00

2005-02-05T19:45:34Z

Yay ive been on the stupid planet for two decades now, probably about a good quarter or so of my life, and all I can say is that its been one hell of a trip so far.

narath @ 2005-02-02T16:52:00

2005-02-02T21:52:54Z

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	High
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

narath @ 2005-01-15T17:49:00

2005-01-16T01:59:17Z

Adam's Song by: Blink 182

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all

I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside

The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again

You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside

The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside

The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait 'til I get home
To pass the time in my room alone

narath @ 2005-01-14T13:17:00

2005-01-14T18:18:23Z

In the year 2005 I resolve to:
Smoke 3 blunts a day.

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narath @ 2005-01-14T13:03:00

2005-01-14T18:03:58Z

You scored as Stoner.

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Stoner

100%

Punk/Rebel

69%

Ghetto gangsta

63%

Loner

63%

Drama nerd

44%

Goth

44%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

19%

Geek

19%

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narath @ 2005-01-06T15:15:00

2005-01-06T20:17:09Z

hogin fleegan flogin floogin

narath @ 2005-01-01T11:22:00

2005-01-01T16:23:08Z

Happy 2005 mother fuckers.

narath @ 2004-12-29T14:51:00

2004-12-29T19:51:42Z

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

narath @ 2004-12-28T13:17:00

2004-12-28T18:20:37Z

Hey well weird stuff lately but whatever dealing with it all in my own ways, I'm glad to be back in Jerz but I don't sometimes I think that I miss Hazleton, but whatever. Well had a good christmas new phone, power windows for the Jeep, Halo 2, and an iPod. Florida was fun too but me and my brother really pissed off my dad, sorry pops. Well thats all I really have to say. Later

Blu
Narath
Shaun

narath @ 2004-12-08T15:21:00

2004-12-08T20:21:54Z

A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.
1.
2.
3.

(C) Then I want you to go to your journal and copy and paste this, allowing your friends to ask you anything.

narath @ 2004-10-23T17:46:00

2004-10-23T21:48:17Z

Well I have officially given up. Life is so pointless and so meaningless its not worth caring anymore. Dont worry this isnt a suicide note I'm not about to go and kill myself or nething stupid like that. I just feel my life has absolutly no meaning, I have no idea what direction im going in and I just feel like I'm dead. Well thats all I have to say. Hope anyone who reads this feels better than I do.

Shaun

narath @ 2004-10-11T15:24:00

2004-10-11T19:30:14Z

hey its been a while since ive posted but who the fuck cares about my life neways, even on that note i still feel like getting out what has happened lately in writting alright lets start small and work my way up, lets see i think it all started when i came to school when 2 weeks in my window in my car was cracked. then a week later when the subs were stolen. then another week later when i got in a car accident. then just living in hellzleton is just the most boring thing any human can endure. I havent seen my girl for more than a 15 hour total period of time within the last 2 months if not less. Tests build on top of me and they drive me nuts. but besides all that life is just peachy.

well im done writting in this fucking thing

later days

Shaun
Narath
Blu

cuticle/cubicle

2004-08-26T15:17:24Z

me:Yeah I dont chew on my nails but on the cuticles around my nails.
anon:Aren't cuticles those things people work in also?
me:No, those are called cu-bi-cles.

Just found that amuzing, then again I have had many of those moments myself.

Well thats all for now.

Later Days,

Shaun

narath @ 2004-08-23T12:39:00

2004-08-23T16:41:20Z

went to the shore this weekend, it was great. wish i could have stayed there longer since north jersey sucks and all. just figured i should post, even though i hate these things lol. later days.

narath @ 2004-08-08T23:21:00

2004-08-09T03:36:33Z

well yeah today was shitty but ok at the same time. Let's compile a stupid list of why it was good/bad shall we.

Today sucked because:

1)I was with my parents for an at least 12 hour period of time.
2)Unlike some ppl I did not get to go to warped tour.
3)I had to eat dinner with my fucking parents.
4)Said dinner made me waste another 2 hours of my life.
5)I got home to late to find ne tree.
6)It's 11:24 and I'm wide awake.
7)Today was a completely sober day and sobriety sucks ass.

Now reasons today didn't suck ass:

1)I like the place I'm staying at next semester(I'll explain that later)
2)I talked in a Russian accent with my dad for a 10 minute period of time and drove my mom nuts with it.
3)We drove around East Bumblefuck, PA and the overlooks there are quite nice.
4)My Dad got me a carton of ciggs.
5)My mom has the memory span of a goldfish(also to be explained later)
6)The last good thing I can think about is I found Abba-Zabas (which i have 3 of which will be one for shannon one for cody and one for myself after we get quite baked)

O.K. now on to the explainations of #1 and 5:
I really like the place I'm staying at, my dad said it was a "dive" or a horrible place to live basically, but I loved the place. My room is located on the top floor and its all my own. All thats up their is basically an attic, but its the only other room in the house that has a fouton(or however the fuck you spell that word)and a bed and everything I need. Now on to the number 5 part. Well my landlord was pointing out the basement and told us that it would always be locked, so what does my mom do two seconds later "ok I'll go check out the basement." Yes mom because we just got told its always locked so you can go in there ya know.

Well that was my stupid ass day.

And now as always I'm bored out of my mind so I'm done here later.

narath @ 2004-08-08T11:14:00

2004-08-08T15:15:18Z

goin out to pa to look at houses for me to live in this semester, well this ought to be a fun day. i'll write about it later.

narath @ 2004-07-27T23:23:00

2004-07-28T03:23:55Z

Just because I heard it 8 bajillion times tonight: BOOBIE NIPPLE!